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What makes you nervous?

I’m slowly growing out of anxiety of being surrounded by people, but it’s still there sometimes. I’m not big on being in a public setting that’s not a sporting environment. An arcade’s ok, but it’s 50/50. If I have my headsets on or I’m with my friends, then it’s fine. But if my friends drag me out to only leave me out to dust with people I don’t even know at all, I will feel uncomfortable. I used to try making friends or talk with random people in a group setting, but it doesn’t always work out. I call myself an “alien” because I’m different and can’t relate with many people. I moved around so much since I was one and never lived in one place where I can grow up with the same friends, in the same environment, or even stay in the same state. It sucks, but that’s my life. I’m very good at adapting to any situation because of the many places I moved to and visited. But as far as meeting people and such, not my cup of tea. I told myself to let the universe take over and maybe it’ll lead me to meeting the right people to relate to. It worked for the past 13 years since I was fully independent, and that will never change.

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